Peer Pressure

Your life, it has any significance to me at all. only serves as a reminder of what I am so desperately fleeing from. I measure myself constantly against you. I don't want to poison my body anymore. I don't want my muscles soft and weak from lack of use. I want to learn and learn with passion and vigor. When I love, I want it to be a hard and loyal kind of love that doesn't flinch. I don't want to change you, I want to outshine you. In everything.